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motives.. and reasons... man it hurts to face the truth.
Was i selfish ? yes i was. I understand that now , i guess guilt can change the way a person sees things.
me.. funny thing is i didnt want to call her when i got home and remembered that i had missed it. I kept thinking that her mother would pick up. gosh i even knew she would believe i did the whole thing on purpose. intentionally ? no i dont think so. pure in simple i forgot because i was worried about allie quiting her job and was trying to convince her not to.. so i took her to the mall with cody. did i intend to forget? no i was the one who suggested the idea of meeting at the library. but it is all good . i know that i should have called but then again why couldnt she have called me, no that would be blaming her which i long to do. regret is something your mind does not forget easily. and i learn the hard way sometimes when i try to fix the mess of my own making... my own creation. easy for me to see now why you were so mad at me sei. i guess if the shoes were on the other foot i would feel the same way. i didnt want to be responisble. guilty me. it wasnt intentional i can say that much at least. I think me getting mad at you was mainily to hide the hurt.. to me hearing rumors that christine was telling people that i did it on purpose and here you were giving credit to them. i thought that you would have thought me beyond something as mean as skipping out on her on purpose . that i could be so mean. may be . i will never know if i did it unconsciously or not. perhaps ... what am i to say anymore. that i am sick of making mistakes . and damn was that another typical mistake by me like always. mess up me. man i am being cynical now .
i dont know how to say sorry.
or who to say it to . with so much misunderstanding i am tired to find the truth.-crw
from candice
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0:43 am - Friday,December 13, 2002
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I get up at 7, yeah, and I go to work at 9. Got no time for livin' yeah, I'm working all the time. Seems to me I could live my life alot better than I think I am. I guess that's why they call me, they call me the working man. Yes they call me the working man. I guess that's what I am.
from Pharaoh
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11:55 pm - Tuesday,December 3, 2002
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Nothing, really. It's December!
from Brayn to the Third Power
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5:42 am - Sunday,December 1, 2002
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Whoa, that time thing is off a bit, it's not even the 30th yet.
---Update: NOW it is, the guestbook won't let you sign twice in a row too close together time-wise, it seems.
from Brayn to the Izzay
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2:10 am - Saturday,November 30, 2002
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DROP THE BOMB! <---This is what happens after you listen to the same DDR song 10 times in a row.
What's up?
from Brayn to the Izzo
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1:08 am - Saturday,November 30, 2002
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i agree w/ all that u said. u should never switch drinks, think about it, ur palate has been having wine and then all the sudden u drink a beer? badness. and suicide is sooo incredibly selfish, but whatever.
from me
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0:49 am - Friday,November 29, 2002
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I totally didn't write that quiz, but I wish I had. It's ok that we're turning into each other, cuz i'm sure there's something that would say we're different. think the mulletnation quiz. yeah for that one. just wait, i took the princess bride quiz (i haven't posted yet), but guess who i was? that's right westley. I might just taked it again though... hmmm. i will see you on friday!!
from delphine
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1:37 am - Wednesday,November 27, 2002
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Deutschland Deutschland uber alles, uber alles in dem Weld.
Yes yes, but the tune isn't nearly as catchy.
from moi
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9:38 pm - Wednesday,November 20, 2002
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You should sing Deutschland Uberalles and attack the rest of your french class.
from Pharaoh
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9:26 pm - Wednesday,November 20, 2002
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I noticed there is an unnecessary question mark in my last entry. When it says "Pharaoh's home state". It should say, "You'll be closer to New Jersey, Pharaoh's home state!" I meant it to be an exclamation point. I truly apologize for the inconvenience.
from Pharaoh
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1:38 am - Wednesday,November 20, 2002
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